~tenshianna

so i went and got myself a livejournal i did! [link]

i plan to post a lot of my work in progress, talk about how i am making them, and discuss my methods, subject matter etc.

i want to use it to help develop my art, and i'll pst my finished, polished work here!

i'll also talk about cake so if anyone i know here is on lj, dont hesitate to drop us a line!

til then, toodles!

had a panic attack today... i was in a photography lecture, it felt like i couldnt breathe.. and my heart started pounding like mad and i just collapsed on the floor. i didn't lose consciousness but i couldnt move... i then started shaking and crying, then i got up and laughed..but i was still quite afraid....crazy...
they called the doctor, so embarrassing

figures i've been doing far too much recently, i have to work seven days a week to pay my rent, its all just been piling up on me. and i tend to be one of those people that bottle everything up and put a smile on for the world... nit saying thats a particularly bad thing... the problem is theres just no one around to listen... and to be perfectly honest i dont feel very comfortable sharing my true feelings even if someone is willing to listen.

oh well... hopefully things will work out. just have to work harder... or stop working at all... i dunno..lame!

so anyways i'm going to go see if i can get money. i was supposed to be getting a loan but theres some problem with the direct debit at the bank so who knows when i'll get it.. i think thats the cause of most of my worries. money... bah!

well, thanks for reading, i'll try to paint something nice to calm me down!

happy new year!!!!!! etc...

eh.. looks like i'm a bit late! sorry i havent quite been arsed updating my journal but hey! life has been very boring, what can i say!

so i'm starting to get professional this year, thats my resolution, gonna make up a pitch for a number of publishers, send them off, and see what happens! i've never actually sent off anything except for rsom so it would be interesting to see if i have a chance. heres hopin! anyone know of any publishers that might suit?

oh, and i gave up coke! and all other fizzy drinks (or soda as d'mericans say!) man, i'd drink like five bottles o' that stuff a year! not good for ya! so far so good! all i drank since new year was one swig of flat sprite! go me! whats everyone else giving up? please don't say cheese.

what else.... ummm oh yeah! i got Tank Girl: the gifting the other week! its bleedin brilliant! i luvs tank girl! i wanna marry her.



oh yeah oh yeah! i forgot! i put my entry for rsom up on smackjeeves! but be warned.. ITS CRAP! the excuse: broke meh finger!! nooooo! i just slapped it together, crammed it in an envelope and screamed until the winners were announced. next year!!

here be the link...arrrr! [link]

smokay! i have revamped and redone my webcomic "Between Worlds"!!! huzzah!!!! so no mo' resolution issues just prime webcomic genius!! so check it out here [link] IF YOU DARE!!! wooo


i have also posted it up on comicspace here [link]

anyone on there? if so add meeeeeee! x

i will also be posting up me lil comic "Valley of the Shadow" vurrrrrrry soon! so keep yizzer eyes peeled til then!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! so i got my laptop SUPER-fixed! thank you mactivate, but i had to pay €130!!! boo! but then i got a cheque in the post from the tax folk for €160!!! alreeeeeeeeeeeeet!
and thank christ i got all me files back! so worth it!

aaah its that time of year again where marks and specer smells like biscuits and it gets dark at 5. brilliant! i really love winter (as you can see by my copious snowy paintings!)

halloween today... have o go to lidl to give sweets to the albanian kids next door! they dont speak engligh but i'd say they understand sweets! they so cute! i would never have the guts to go trick or treating in an apartment building but they do!!! i didnt have anything for them last year so i feel bad!

when i was going home yesterday the bus driver looked like derek acorah. speaking of which!!! i didnt get to watch americas next top model last monday cos of stupid most haunted!!!!! gaaaa! *blows living tv up with mind*

i went to a halloween party last saturday. i went as aeris but no one knew who i was, but i didnt care.